My life, My unforeseen journey.

it's 3am, lying on my comfortable 6 feet long queen size bed, ceiling fan forming air molecules forcing and squeezing each other downwards softly towards my half naked body, along with rhythm played by the ceiling fan, bringing me into the state of ultimate relaxation which can be found and felt only in the place called Home.

Next room, brother still awake entertained by his lappie. sleep early is not a usual routine for him. He watches the moon more than any of us nowadays.

Parents are sleeping soundlessly in the other room. But not as silent as can be heard from inside. My dad snores has been a regular for my mum since the past 27 years. :-)

The reason to exists in this beautiful earth still blurry to me although I always believe that Life should be lived to the max, as beautifully as it could be, loving each other eternally.

But as time ticking by, seconds to minutes, minutes to hours, hours to days and days to years, what I've been believing merely a belief.

I can say my life is comfortable and happy with good friends and lovely family around. I have everything that I need. Sometimes I get what I want. That's how I take things for granted sometimes.

But is life meant to be like this for the rest of my life? I would be very grateful if I could be with my family till death do us part.

To me, life is not long enough. My dream is to go around the world, exploring every corner of this amazingly wonderful earth. A cycle of life couldn't make this dream comes true for a normal guy like me. Perhaps a 200 years life could make this happened. The first 100 years to have a stable while enjoying career to earn and save. The next 100 years is to spend the savings anywhere, anytime and anyhow we wanted to. haha! That's a silly thought. =)

So, to have a better future with more $_$ I've already chose to earn more with my time left in my life thus sacrificing time I could spend with my family.

Few months later, I hope I managed to get off my ass out from here. If it happened, I will be just an hour flight away from my home. Life is short :-)

To earn more so I can provide myself, my family and my future own family to have a comfortable and good life. Of course it's perfect if one day I manage to have my feet stepped on every corner of the world. :-)

Now, it's time and my turn to take over the war.

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New Year Resolution, again! =)

It's the end of 2011! One more day to go! For me this moment means holiday season, home cleaning, job annual BONUS, vacation, buying new clothes for CNY, and we grow another year older! and of course not to be forgotten, New Year Resolutions! (This is what i have posted for the past few years, but almost all failed)

I guess my previous resolution might be a lil bit VERY difficult. Some of them do not create long term benefit or permanent enhancement to my life. I guess this time i'll make a possible and worthy one! and surely, I will try my best to make all this happen! :-)

For me, before we start to list out our New Year Resolutions, we look back to the past and see what have we done/achieved and what's not. So we can have part of the list comes from these 'undone' things.

My past obviously have a lot of things left undone or I can say, not even take off my first step. #_# Here are 2 posts about my New Year Resolutions. 2008 and 2009. Couldn't remember why I didn't post any in 2010. Now here comes 2011! TIME FLIES!

2008

2008 resolution <-- click here to back to the past! XD

I think this one is far too long ago. =D of course there are accomplishment!

1) I think I have a better temper now. I forgive my eraser whenever he hide from me. I always tell him nicely don't ever do that again.

2) I don't really drive like samseng jalanan anymore or tailgate people in a pasar pagi. But I still trying to tailgate Skyline and Subaru on the speed lane with my ori 5 gear Kenari 1.0 DOHC....*gambateh!

3) I believe I think maturely a lil bit more compare to last time. But I don't act like one i guess. Do I? Do I? wtf. say something.

4) I don't know wth is that "get closer to neighbour" existed. I just can't make it. HA HA!

Ya, that's something I have achieved in 2008. That's not a big deal, because people change. If you don't, probably you are some alien from other planet like my 15" LCD sitting here and let me poke. *poke poke

2009

Mid 2009 Resolution! <-- click here to back to the past! =D

WOW! this list is terribly created! How could I create a New Year Resolution like this. It's all about getting a luxurious life!

No1. - Debt.

This one is a must every year. Can't get rid of this, like my mum walks into my room every 47.5 minutes to tell me to drink water. And she din't realise that she have been talking to a water barrel.

Debt. The problem doesn't arise from the so called MONEY, but it's US, ME, YOU....... OURSELF.

The only way to get rid of debt is defeating yourself, and not the money. Of coarse if there's a chance to earn more, try it without gambling what you have. There's nothing to lose.

No.2 - Backpack

This one I guess will be my all time NYR (New Year Resolution). But life is not as smooth and easy as I think. Let it be. I still hoping to travel around the world one day. Step by step la~ :)

No.3 - Change Handphone

HA! This is the only one i've done! Change my rm200 hp to a RM 2K hp! AT LEAST I'VE DONE SOMETHING from this ridiculous list! ha ha!

No.4 - Girlfriend

OH NO! This one is a disaster..... forget it...... Let it be....

No.5 - Change my car

This one no longer a need for me. I'll stay with my Kenari...... until I can tailgate a Subaru with my skill... Thank you thank you.... *bow

No.6 - DSLR Camera

I bought a phone. No more extra money. pathetic........ and this phone sometimes feed on money. wtf.

No.7 - Touch up tattoo

Ya, hope I can have a visit to tattoo studio one day. *choose The Rock's tattoo, Ctrl C + Ctrl V, done...

No.8 - Clothing and accessories

None..... Just a phone and few RM 10 Tshirt.

No.9 - Extra income

Couldn't get any T_T...but few months ago there is one measurement work, still pending due to some problem. Hope it get solved soon.

That's it! My 2009 NYR. Only one! and I'm not sure if it's a NYR after all. ha ha!

2011

2011 will be a easier one! Lets start immediately!

1) bath less to prevent global warming.

2)Buy a hair cutting machine, cost RM20. I can cut my head botak shinny shinny...so i can save all my haircut cost. RM18 x 12months x 60 years (LOL) = RM 12,960!!

RM12,960 deduct machinery cost RM20 x 5 unit = RM 12,860! HEY PEOPLE! go and buy the haircutting machine that cost RM20 but have a value of RM12,860!

3) use toilet bowl 5 times only flush to save water and money.

4) Fart less.

5) Love nature. Kill less mosquitoes.

OK, stop. I am joking. Let's start a real one.

1) Bath 5 times a day

1) Debt!

Still my first one! ha ha! And this time I come with a better method which is interrelated with No.2 later. I don't have enough money to use every month. Don't as me why, I am wondering too.

So, previously I came out with a plan which is still slightly on going right now. XD which is skipping tea time meals like nescafe, snacks. Unfortunately, in the end not much improvement because the determination isn't strong enough to hold those temptations. :( but i am still trying~

2) Singapore

YES! I've been telling this for the past one year! but I am still nailed here in Malaysia. 2011 will be the year I start to earn SGD. I hope I can do it this time.

3) Discipline & get organised

I don't have enough discipline after my secondary school time. Busy....? Involved in too much thing in my life? I will try to get this improved time after time.

It is a very essential thing in our daily life which involves everything. Organise my life. I think it's a terrible mess. Sometimes I just don't know what I am doing.

4) Spend more time with family

Take family out, to the mall, morning stroll or even a vacation if I have $$$. But I have to remove myself from Malaysia and work abroad soon, I hope.

5) Enjoy morning toilet time life

Get myself involve with things happening in the city. Spend more weekends out from home to the beach, mall, hiking etc etc. Life is horribly terribly short! In my opinion, age 20-30 is the best part in our life.

Once we reach the 30's, life's getting harder and responsibilities trespassing into our life so sudden and unexpected. So, enjoy while you can. Do whatever you think you need to do to pursuit the happiness that lingering around your life.

6) DSLR

I like to take pictures. I like beautiful pictures. I have a digital camera, but I already got bored of it. I hope I can buy one and spend my leisure time with it. The most important, I can use it during my holiday to take pictures of beautiful bitch beach and scenery as beautifully as I want.

7) Girlfriend (the photo above is Anne Hathaway smiling beautifully!)

HA HA! this one still remains! 7 more days I'll reach the 19th 25th year as a human. It's the mid of my 20's!!!! In a blink of eye! Before i blink, i was still 9 years old playing Atari video games, my favourite Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles! U see! so fast. DONT BLINK YOUR EYES!!!

I feel like everyone is urging me to find a gf.... but, it's not easy for me. I have no guts and I am choosy. Most important, My money just enough for a plate of nasi kandar with ayam and cabbage + MPK car park everyday. I couldn't afford the 2nd plate. Some more want order teh oh ais limau leh! 2 ppl!? eat s**t ar..... @_@ but still have to start keeping an eye on the market. LOL

8) Stay healthy

During futsal game, I've discovered that my condition is not as good as few years ago when I can run like Torres Messi. I guess my health starts to deteriorate. I couldn't breathe smoothly and easily when I am sprinting during futsal. Stamina getting worse.

Other than that, my legs cramp easily and sweat a lot. (not that SWT ---> =_=!) My mum always buy us many types of vitamin although I don't really know what's the nutrient for. Thank you :) I will have to take care my health like uncle aunty out there very soon.....

9) Save more

This one seems like conflicting with other Resolution. ha ha! If I managed to get my ass to Singapore, I might save some for my disobedient unforeseen future! I MUST SAVE!!!!

10) (What you think I should fill in here / what should I improve?) =D

I think that's all for now. Nine. Ha ha. 2011 won't be an easy year for me. I'll make some quite big changes in my life such as working in Singapore.

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As the new year blossoms, may the journey of your life be fragrant with new opportunities, your days be bright with new hopes and your heart be happy with love! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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Happiness~ My Dream!

Happiness! Everyone want a happy life! But what happy life means to you?!! I viewed through my family old albums, I found a lot of priceless captured moments! But here I only upload part of it. I think I had the happiest moment ever in my life when I was young. No worries, nothing to think :') Play, play and play.

From left; Ah Hoe, Ah Hien and Ah Kiat. See the old TV behind. We used that TV to play our ATARI game! We would wake up as early as 6.45am and go down stairs to play. I remember the game we used to play was Ninja Turtle! Me and Ah Hoe were always struggling to kill the BIG BOSS! what his name liau har...

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=_= I can't remember what happened to me in this pic, this is from a pro photographer :) AH Hien PANG-STYLE hair with his 3.0 RX7!

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Me and Hien

When we were young, Dad and Mum took a lot of our pictures with our only old film camera. I think they threw it away. We were so happy and enjoy playing with each other, but sometimes we quarrel too :( Thank you Daddy & Mummy to provide such happy and well living environment for us!

5 years old Ah Hoe and half months old fat Ah Hien XD Very innocent Ah Hoe >.<

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We were once very good but we quarreled during secondary school, and now as we grow older and matured, we understand each other feeling. Sometimes I felt guilty for bullying him when he he were small :'(

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Classic up-to-date fashionable Mummy with two formal-ised sons during CNY! :) Until now, her taste to fashion is still good...err...but sometimes the clothes she bought for us are a bit not our style. XD

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I am not sure this is me or Ah Hoe, but they said is me T_T I think this is Ah Hoe. (Sei tou hm yeng ar!)

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We were very very playful and happy! Look at our toys "Lasy". something like Lego but more challenging. I guess my nonsense brain had been trained by this toy. XD

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Ha ha ha. Ah Hoe with his trademark? v('_')v Look at our sofa. Consider expensive one oh, but a bit old.

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It's Ah Hien 2nd birthday! He was very chubby and cute. but 2010 Ah Hien is skinny +_+ hmmm, what cake is this?

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I guess we like to take photos and they like to take photos of us! :) SITTING ON THE TABLE! APA NI!

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Ah Hoe 10th birthday! BLACK FOREST CAKE! is it? This photo was taken after we moved into our grandparents house which is our current house now.

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Me and Ah Hoe with Mickey mouse cap! I was tickling him? XD

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ha ha ha ha! This 1 is good! Too happy with his angpau! LOL RM2 saja ma. =)

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Daddy with Ah Hien on his shoulder! Children like to be carry high high.

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Ah hoe was using his trade mark on Ah Hien v^_^ My stripes t-shirt nice leh :)

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Daddy used to bring us to A&W especially at Klang town for dinner. We all love the ice-cream waffle! Root beer too! but that branch closed.

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See mummy hair stlye! Last time HOT one leh! XD This time i "V" on Ah Hoe. ha ha ha.!

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Cute Ah Hien with his terbalik cap~ My felix T shirt!

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I think the happiest moment was the time when we were small. Now, I am already 24 years old. Other than family, all the things changed. I mean, ARE CHANGING. Life getting more challenging. Happy moment are lesser compare to those younger days.

I have a lot of dreams. (greedy) ha ha.. dream here means the ultimate dream life which i would like to have for the rest of my entire life.
1) Become a beach boy and live in the most beautiful beach in the world! - I don't know how to swim! ha ha!
2) Travel around the world like a nomad! work and travel all around the world! but this almost impossible ~_~

3) Migrate to a country i like! This one seems better! XD

I like Northern Ireland which i stayed for 3 days before.

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I want to walk here everyday!

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How nice is this! live in these houses opposite the ocean!

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Pony! I want to rear a lot of ponies and sheep!

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You can read my Northern Ireland trip here. Click the link below.

http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/2008/07/northern-ireland.html

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This is one of the countries i like! there are alot more like new zealand! england! maldives! hawaii....and a lot more! the earth is too large to be discovered!

I hope I can achieve my dream one day........

work...AGAIN!

It's Sunday! Today feel so relax and happy at home. So, i chose to blog, with my mum-made coffee, my day almost perfect.

Thank you for you who still following my blog. touched :') I've not been writing a lot since my working days started. Working life is almost the same for most of us, DISLIKE WORKING....

Here is one very strong evidence to prove my hypothesis correct. "Human dislike working"
(The story wasn't explained to me in detail. This is a TRUE story with nothing added. all 100% PURE....err....really! TRUE OK! GENUINE!)

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One of my friend who has just graduated from college found herself a job and has been working in the office for around 2 weeks.

In the very beautiful evening everyone was so busy working. And then my friend who was working very hard too, peeped on the clock that hung very far away, 5.15 pm! Time to go back!
She tidy up her desk and pack her belongings AS FAST AS SHE COULD and start to SPRINT away from her desk...She say and wave goodbye SO HAPPILY UNTIL "TEETH ALSO DROP" to all of her colleagues whom she thought they have a lot of undone work, that's why they stay back. To pretend hardworking, she started to walk slowly like "haih, i'll finish up my work tomorrow, I got appointment later"......As she closed the office door, she SPRINTED!!!! as fast as she can to the guard house located 100m away, in 9 seconds time! even faster than Marion Jones! She can still sing "La-la-la-lu-la-la-lu-la-lu-la-leh~"(fast version)......and she reached. She took her ENERGETIC right hand to reach her punch card, and suddenly.....

"You bukan kerja sampai pukul lima kah?"

silent........................................................................

She looked at the clock on the card machine........4.15PM!!!! YA! IT'S FOUR FIFTEEN PM. She reached the 100m sprint finish line FIRST! but she had been caught foul start which she didn't realise....

Suddenly, those spotlights once aimed on her, off....all turned dark...she walked back to the starting line (her office, her desk), as slow as a heart broken tortoise. Her cheek started to change red. She rather become an ostrich now...or even little tiny mosquito that no one will realise her existence....She walk back to her desk and reply her colleagues smiles with her "please-don't-smile-at-me smile". She examine the clock inside the office....still working well! It was her mistake......

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Conclusion, human being dislike working. "The first minute of work is to wish the last minute of work comes as fast as possible" - PSK 2010 :P

True? hahaha. The person above please don't feel offended. I'll keep your name a secret. Besides, it's a normal phenomenon of human being ;PMonday morning is few hours more to go. The most hated day in the week. Even student! They are being "forced" stand straight and still to sing and listen as early as 7.30am! Even the Garbage Collector. People will fill up their rubbish bin on Monday morning until it overflow and throw it scattered all beside the rubbish bin like no people business. Pity garbage collectors have to pick it up one by one.Other than that, Monday morning:

1) start with unusual traffic jam.
2) make people, colleagues and boss hot tempered.
3) make us recheck schedule and realise there are so much to do this week!
4) make us miss Sunday
and a lot more!hahaha! but no matter what, this is life. We can change the perceptions of Monday!

Monday morning:
1) Start with traffic jam. So, we wake up earlier, train our discipline, punctuality, time estimation!
2) Create hot tempers. So, we learn how to handle them as this is what we going to face for the rest of our lives! Believe me!
3) Too much work?! Good. No pain no gain!
4) Miss Sunday?! Err....this one is unexplainable.....sorry for that.

That's it. Good luck to all of you!

Smooth & Easy

Again, I post something out of nowhere. My blog has been ignored by me for the past 4 months. I wonder why my strawberries (page header) are still fresh.

Chinese New Year already passed, most of us received bonus from company. Some were excited, some were disappointed. But i believe most of us already not motivated, because we spent most of our income, and papers started to piled up on our desk until boss can stand behind these papers, peeping on us. Work....*sigh.....

Recently, I think I have changed. Oh, yes, everyone change. My temper is getting better, I feel there is less inner anger. I listen to my mum more. I am not sure if this will last :) Probably my job getting smoother and easier.

My current job situation....

Phua : Boss, where's my pen?
Boss : Nah, I took it. (boss walking 5 meter from his room to mine)
***You see, this is what i called Smooth.

Boss : Good morning, Phua!
Phua : Good morning, boss! Get back to your work. Stop wandering around and peeping me.
***You see, this is what i called Easy.

Boss : (walking around)
Phua : Hey stop pusing pusing there, go downstairs buy me 2 pcs of pen, and then make me a cup of nescafe "O".
***You see again, this is what i called SMOOTH AND EASY!


OK, now please stop asking me about my job. Ask my boss.

That's all for now, a very short post. At least something la. XD so my blog not being abandoned for so long.

P/S : all the above stories are true. Please take it seriously.....

PLEASE DON'T DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THIS!

This fella is better. BUT DON"T GET CAUGHT! :)

Getting Lost

HI TO EVERY ONE READING THIS! Feel bad to leave my blog for a long time. A lot of things to share here, buy laziness stole it :(

It's going to be 2010, and usually we make with new year resolution list as a benchmark or target to improve ourselves for the coming year. and that's what i did last year. The result.....NONE of them have been done. (Previous resolution) Sometimes the thing just relate to each other, such as......err...it looks like everything related to money? haha. Perhaps this year i'll come out with easier resolution, such as....... drinking 8 cups of water a day, turn off light when not using, or travel to pantai morib to have a picnic. oh my......

Recently, my work requires me to travel to more places in the cities around Klang Valley, such as the Complicated KL town, the Every-Road-Also-SS PJ, and the Irritating Everywhere-Also-Damansara. For a kampung boy like me, I seldom hang out around the town. Ask me where is the nearest TGI Friday, where is Zouk, where is Bangsar. Honestly, I'll reply you with "I DON'T KNOW how to go!" Can you believe this. OMG.

This is the problem when I have to go to a new location. I'll merry-go-round all over the town before i reach the destination. Sometimes i did 2 mistakes at the same place +_+ and the worst is when i travel to damansara which is really fresh to me. Ara Damansara and Bandar Sri Damansara are 20km apart. Between them there are more than 10 "Damansaras"...Imagine you are driving alone in between Damansaras and you are looking for one of the many Damansaras.....For a road noob like me, usually my mouth pop out white bubbles during the journey.Can you suggest any economical and effective way to prevent this problem?

YES! GOOGLEMAP! This is what I do everytime before I get my ass off from my office chair. I search for google maps with a direction assistance to guide me to the place....then, i print out few pages with few different zoom.....and PRREEEIIIITTTTT! Lets go~

First, let me introduce my Google map which looks something like this....You can see clearly that the blue line is the route i have to take to get to the destination. NKVE is quite familiar to me already, ha ha...NO PROBLEMO~ According to the map, i just need to make one left turn and i can slowly look for smaller signboard already. SUB SUB WATER....

LA LA LA LU LA LA LU LA LU LA LEH~ OOPS....... terlepas junction ......................................................................................................................................... so? GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have the map for the road which i am currently driving on....! I look here, I look there......all xxx DAMANSARA!

According to the map above, obviously i have been diverted to the wrong direction and to the "Damansaras".....As you can see above, I can use the time i've consumed to have a cup of coffee, 2 pieces of roti bakar, 2 half boiled eggs and read through the entire newspaper @_@

So, as a conclusion, we cannot fully dependent on googlemap as it is too dangerous for noob like me. Perhaps google earth will help. GPS System XD

Moral: Mistake makes perfect? So, I have to get lost a lot of times before i am PERFECT. haha!

MISTAKE MAKES MISTAKES AND THEN ONLY PERFECT

My career My life

Now, I know how’s the real working life is. I have really understood the true meaning of some few words which I’d learned years years ago.

Perseverance – I saw this characteristic inside a human in my work place. He possesses a genuine perseverance that led him to success until today. He sacrificed most of his time just for money and work. This is the first time I witness the highest stage of determination of a human.

Consistency – Now I realize how free I was during my study times. In the working life, we don’t have much time to do things like hobby or traveling. And I am so proud to have my mum as my mum. ^^ She have the time to wash our clothes, dry them, iron them, fold, cook dinner, wash dishes, cleaning house. Wondering why I said these? She is an executive in a planning and sales department! She even has the time for dance class, yoga and meditation! And she won’t miss her Korean movie every night. She can cook up to 4 types of food in 30 minutes once she returns home back from her office. How could this happen? I don’t brag or crap here. Tell me if u have a mum like mine. Lolz. Consistency here means, she has been doing this for more than 20 years.

Career – It’s a word with so many words connecting to it. Career stability is not an easy job moreover the economy is like pasar malam now. Career development is a long journey. We have to learn leaping like a frog. We have to leap and leap, higher and further. But not leaping membabi buta. I have my own career now, but it is not my future life career. I will leap and leap once the time comes. The virgin time to leap surely will be difficult for me. Courage and confidence are the tools. The other thing about successful career is the sacrifice. Once you choose career as the important part of your life, you have to partly neglect your family, friends, time, love and even yourself. You want to leap higher? You have to sacrifice more. Successful man always marries late. So, what will you choose? I hate this.
My theory of life,
No money = mati.
No love = mati.
No family = mati.
No friends = mati
No career = mati.
I couldn’t neglect or abandon any one of them! Conclusion? Mati katak.

Lets stop all this crap about life and career. Recently I am addicted to a girl. Taylor Swift. I like her Love Story music video so much! She is so BEAUTIFUL!

That’s all for now.

My work My worries

What am I doing here? Few minutes ago I took out my laptop and ready to do my work, which I don’t have much time to complete it during working hours, now I am crapping here. Why? I lack of only ONE paper, which I didn’t took from the Surveyor! Why? Because I lost my file last week! I lost all the documents, drawings and previous claim records! So, I have to gather back all the copies from main con. In the end, I got back some of them but forgot to take a copy from the other party, the Surveyor! Without the only paper from him, I couldn’t do anything now! WTF! I am so fucking noob + unlucky.

How I lost my file? I left it on top of my car and drove off. =____=” Is it an excusable mistake? Luckily my boss didn’t take out his AK-47. Fuh…. So, the only I can do now is post something in my blog and hope I can meet up with the Surveyor tomorrow morning. I am already late to submit my work by half-month time. WTF.

Since last week I have a bad luck. I have been watching an “office politic” since the last few days. I am not sure whether it’s an “office politic”. Its between 2 parties from different organization where. I have made a conclusion by this “war”. The middle guy where they are to report to, is the real BATU API. I don’t understand why upper management people or higher-level job requires such a blardy trait. Example, A complain to B about C, B scold C. After that, C unhappy and try to clear up things, complain back to B about A, B scold A. So, that blardy B is the batu api where he made A and C quarrel. He should make things better by soften the complain made and find out solution, so that the whole work progress will be smooth all the way. Now, the both parties already TULAN among each other. One or two months more to face each other sour face.

Don’t you realize, upper management people possess a very powerful trait where not all human beings have the potential to develop it? It’s the blardy attitude of “marah-sini-marah-sana-tanpa-menghiraukan-betul-salah-Yang-penting-kerja-cepat-jalan”. Am I correct? Hahaha. If you think you can scold people without limit and scold people to the max, you have the potential to get to the higher-level job in your company. TAUHU people like me forever remain in the bottom or other less powerful position. Agree? So, we have to develop the blardy personality for the purpose of getting higher?

That’s all for tonight. Tired. Hope u all enjoy the working world.