It's been quite a long time since my last post. Am I too busy? or my brain is empty of words? :)For now, I have mixed feelings. Nervous + Happy + Sad + Exited + Curious + Worry + a lot more which i don't know the correct word to describe them. I'LL BE FLYING ACROSS THE WORLD TOMORROW! should i say....yahoooo?!!
My dad has been doing so much to prepare the cost, going from this bank to that bank, buying bank draft and exchanging notes. Where my mum prepares things to bring and also shopping with me for my clothings and food. My friends, will be enjoying the last toast for the next few months with me tonight....lolz....its just months, not years or decades. And also last futsal! ^^ Thank you to all of you! My parents have been trying so hard to help me to UK. I can see they are glad and happy, but there is also worriness creeped inside them, secretly getting stronger and heavier. Don't worry! I will be back! It's just like a period of National Service, probably slightly longer. ^^
Tomorrow 30th May 2008 12.55a.m.......will be the first time for me, so far away from my home. Hahaha....Sometimes.....My brain works "disobediently" again, make me think of the person who I should share this joy together. The person who I had wished to hug before i left. Now, it just isn't as perfect as i had thought. - A jigsaw puzzle that lost one of its pieces is not perfect anymore.
Sometimes most of my friends asked me a similiar question. "would you stay together with her if she wanted to, now?" I always ask myself. Is it possible? How if it comes true? I think I'll choose YES. But, why? I dont have the answer too and afraid i'll regret to say YES......Hahaha. My blardy friend always shoot me with this kind of question.....beware, u may be the next victim....beware......and beware......hahaha. Cakap saje. Good luck to all of you all babi.
My dad has been doing so much to prepare the cost, going from this bank to that bank, buying bank draft and exchanging notes. Where my mum prepares things to bring and also shopping with me for my clothings and food. My friends, will be enjoying the last toast for the next few months with me tonight....lolz....its just months, not years or decades. And also last futsal! ^^ Thank you to all of you! My parents have been trying so hard to help me to UK. I can see they are glad and happy, but there is also worriness creeped inside them, secretly getting stronger and heavier. Don't worry! I will be back! It's just like a period of National Service, probably slightly longer. ^^
Tomorrow 30th May 2008 12.55a.m.......will be the first time for me, so far away from my home. Hahaha....Sometimes.....My brain works "disobediently" again, make me think of the person who I should share this joy together. The person who I had wished to hug before i left. Now, it just isn't as perfect as i had thought. - A jigsaw puzzle that lost one of its pieces is not perfect anymore.
Sometimes most of my friends asked me a similiar question. "would you stay together with her if she wanted to, now?" I always ask myself. Is it possible? How if it comes true? I think I'll choose YES. But, why? I dont have the answer too and afraid i'll regret to say YES......Hahaha. My blardy friend always shoot me with this kind of question.....beware, u may be the next victim....beware......and beware......hahaha. Cakap saje. Good luck to all of you all babi.
My flight to Manchester. 30/05/08 time 0055
My luggage. My popiah clothings, which has been taught by her.
A must? One of the most important things after passport and air ticket. ^^
