Monday, December 29, 2008

I LOVE MY JOB!
I LOVE MY BOSS!
I LOVE MY SITE!
I LOVE MY LIFE!

“I couldn’t believe I am so lucky! I like all of them! I like everything! My boss gave me bonus 6 months! Site ah pek gave me RM 500 angpau! I naik pangkat jadi project manager! I bought a new car!”

Riingggg!!!! Riingggg! Woke up from my day dreaming…….. WTF! After 5 years pun taktau boleh ke tak. Haiz. I am so tired with my job. This is one of the most important decisions I have to make now…. “Should I change my job to QS now?”.

Advantages :
1) No need to face site “coarse” people everyday. Probably “fine” QS colleague is much better more.
2) No need to get TIU everyday and every hour.
3) No need to wake up and the first thing to think is SITE!
4) No need to work unpaid OT most of the working days.
5) No need to handle so many things and people.
6) No need to work under the sun for more than 10 hours everyday. This decreases the probability of getting a gf. ^^ I am depreciated.
7) No need to come back with dirty clothes and dusty skin.
8) No need to imagine killing all the bastards in the site. Not the labourers, but the ……….BASTARD…just bastard…..
9) No need to imagine killing all the bastards in the site. Not the labourers, but the ……….BASTARD…just bastard…..
10) And the last one…………….KILL!!!! KILL!!!! KILL ALL OF THEM!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHA!

Disadvantages/consequences:
1) Might get lower salary. No allowance.
2) Economy downturn, difficult to find good job.
3) Learn less and slower.
4) Extra extra OT during tendering period.
5) Resign means I surrender to myself?
6) Bad track record?
7) No more petrol allowance, toll allowance, car service allowance, and free lunch from boss sometimes.

According to the stats, I should change my job but not now. Correct? I should hold for more than 3-6 months before I change. Every morning I woke up, my heart beat fast. I think of site work. It’s true and it’s fast. I just want to give up every morning. It’s one of the most difficult obstacles in my life.

According to most of the industry senior, I shouldn’t change my job now. And some even say site work is better. ==” wondering….. But most of my classmates chose to be QS and encourage me to change my job. I don’t know what to do……I think my mind tell me to continue to remain tauhu and get scolded everyday. I just cant help myself. Let it be…Let it be……

That’s all I have to say.

SHOULD I CHANGE MY JOB?