My life, My unforeseen journey.

it's 3am, lying on my comfortable 6 feet long queen size bed, ceiling fan forming air molecules forcing and squeezing each other downwards softly towards my half naked body, along with rhythm played by the ceiling fan, bringing me into the state of ultimate relaxation which can be found and felt only in the place called Home.

Next room, brother still awake entertained by his lappie. sleep early is not a usual routine for him. He watches the moon more than any of us nowadays.

Parents are sleeping soundlessly in the other room. But not as silent as can be heard from inside. My dad snores has been a regular for my mum since the past 27 years. :-)

The reason to exists in this beautiful earth still blurry to me although I always believe that Life should be lived to the max, as beautifully as it could be, loving each other eternally.

But as time ticking by, seconds to minutes, minutes to hours, hours to days and days to years, what I've been believing merely a belief.

I can say my life is comfortable and happy with good friends and lovely family around. I have everything that I need. Sometimes I get what I want. That's how I take things for granted sometimes.

But is life meant to be like this for the rest of my life? I would be very grateful if I could be with my family till death do us part.

To me, life is not long enough. My dream is to go around the world, exploring every corner of this amazingly wonderful earth. A cycle of life couldn't make this dream comes true for a normal guy like me. Perhaps a 200 years life could make this happened. The first 100 years to have a stable while enjoying career to earn and save. The next 100 years is to spend the savings anywhere, anytime and anyhow we wanted to. haha! That's a silly thought. =)

So, to have a better future with more $_$ I've already chose to earn more with my time left in my life thus sacrificing time I could spend with my family.

Few months later, I hope I managed to get off my ass out from here. If it happened, I will be just an hour flight away from my home. Life is short :-)

To earn more so I can provide myself, my family and my future own family to have a comfortable and good life. Of course it's perfect if one day I manage to have my feet stepped on every corner of the world. :-)

Now, it's time and my turn to take over the war.

FML. LOL <3 class="iblogger-footer">

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