10 Things I want to do for the remining days in 2009

These are what I want to do before 2010, some is possible but mostly quite impossible. XD

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NUMBER ONE

CLEAR ALL MY DEBTS The most important things I wanted to do before 2010 is clear all my debts. Lolz. I talk like I hutang keliling pinggang. Ha ha. Ya, It’s true. It’s a worst year ever in terms of owing others money. After my quite-accurate calculations, my debts will be settled exactly in the end of December. I always hope it will become bad debts one day. Ngek ngek ngek….This is a very bad. “Spend what you can earn, don’t spend what u can’t earn.”

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NUMBER TWO

BACK PACK I hope I can start my solo backpack to Tioman Island or Cherating Beach. I want to try this new activity to myself because I like beach and island so much! If I could choose where I would be born, I would have chosen an island. An island somewhere in the middle of the ocean like Hawaii. Beach boy is my occupation then. I would wake up early in the morning to do some boat servicing, and then have my breakfast with bunch of beach boys, crapping around. Before the sun move across me, I start my job as a beach boy, guiding tourists with my ferry and proudly share with them the chronicle of my island. I will pull the acceleration lever as fast as I can to see their exciting faces. I will bring them for snorkeling. I will stop at the most beautiful part in the middle of blue the sea. Beneath, I believe we will be stunned by the most colourful corals in the planet, surrounding by uncountable schools of fishes waving their sparkling body for the very first time in our life! I will dive into my world, loosen my body, swim wonderfully and say hi to the amazing water creatures. Then, I will ferry them back to the island where the navy blue wave meets the turquoise seashore, attached to the white sandy beach. It will be a perfect time to feel the tranquil moments when the sun sets. When the sun is out of sight, we will start a camp fire on the beach having our BBQ dinner while some playing guitar and some singing paralleling with the voice created by the waves. There is no other thing more relaxed than this. Perhaps some hard liquor would make our night as perfect as diamond. Oops…diverted too far from my title. ^^

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NUMBER THREE

CHANGE MY HANDPHONE I want to change my handphone. I don’t want to use my Nokia 1600 anymore. I have been living in this modern world for 23 years and 4 months, the most expensive hand phone I’ve used cost only RM 500. And that was Alcatel 501. ==” So pathetic. This seems impossible too as I am having the most terrible period of recession like the economy now. ARRRGGGHHH!!!!

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NUMBER FOUR

GIRLFRIENDTo have a girlfriend. ^^ Lolz. I am so desperate for love. Shyt! I admitted it! I lost my love one two years ago. Until now, memories still dragging inside my head. Not only sad memories but also happy one. They are only memories, nothing else. But if I can turn back time, I will………..for the sake of changing the past for the desired future. (Crap…) I am so desperate to get a girl friend to share everything with me, and ended living happily with me in a huge beautiful house built on the sandy white beach. Ha ha ha. But, it is too impossible. An old wooden chalet might be possible. XD

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NUMBER FIVE

CHANGE MY CARI want to change my car! I am tired of driving my manual Kenari with problems arising recently. Problems caused by problems. With this old Kenari, I couldn’t even attract girls! Ha ha. What a busthird I am. “You should be thankful that you have a car to drive” <------ voice I can hear from many of u reading this…..arrgghhh!!! But that’s human, always hope to get better and higher….and collapse to the unknown valley created by oneself. I hope to have a modified car, aesthetically modified. With a cool or sporty looks, and of course partly modification in speed. Ha ha.

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NUMBER SIX

DSLR CAMERA I want to buy a DSLR camera. But it’s hell expensive. Maybe I can afford it in 2010. But sometimes tak sampai nak beli. Fuking so so so expensive. I love to take nice pics actually. I enjoy arts and photography but I am so lazy to practice them. Haha! I like photoshoping especially making fun with friends’ photos. Ngek ngek ngek. Don’t mad friends, Its all for fun. You should be happy that your photos make people laugh! That’s the point we live on this beautiful earth! ^^
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NUMBER SEVEN

TOUCH UP TATTOO

I want to touch up my tattoo. After about one year since I got my first tattoo, I guess my tattoo don’t look as nice as I love it during the early moments. I should get a half sleeve Polynesian tattoo or something Romanic words. I love mystic knot so much, maybe the design of the tattoo not suitable as a tattoo. I guess I’ll add some 3d shadow and some other 3d design around it. The outcome area would be quite large. I hope I don’t look like samseng out there….arrrgghh!! I should have done a half sleeve instead! It’s so beautiful. Tattoo is so addictive. It’s so true.
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NUMBER EIGHT
CLOTHING AND ACCESSORIES

Buy more clothing for myself. I have a very bad taste for clothing. I hope I can get a gf with good and creative sense of fashions to “decorate” me as she like. Lolz. Every time I open my messy wardrobe, here it comes “ eh..i think I wore this last Friday”, or “ if I have to wear this shirt, I have to wear a brighter coloured pants, and I don’t have”, or “Mum! Where is my white polo-t? Mum: u just wore it 2 days ago, it’s still been soaked.” I should by more RM15 t-shirt. Besides, I would like a watch too for my wrist. So envy friends with nice watches. Very very nice watches. I felt so sad when I was in secondary form 3. I lost my first watch my mum bought for me. A Seiko cost Rm 200. Last time Rm 200 watch consider a very good watch and I left it in the basketball court. I lost it not even a year after my mum bought it. Feel so happy and sad at the same time.
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NUMBER NINE
EXTRA INCOME

I hope I can do some side income work. I don’t know how I gonna start it as I am so so so lazy. I’d tried helping my dad to do some accounting works….and believe it or not, I stopped after I did for 2 days. Because I have so many activities after I came back from my 7pm work.. The activities are go to mamak, mamak-ing, lim teh and yamcha. XD Feel so sorry to my dad, he taught me for 2 days and I left it there. ARRGGGHHH!!!! I AM SO USELESS! Sometimes think of starting a night burger business at the roadside, but it seems so far to possible. I am neither a risk taker nor a fighter. So, I guess it’s better to stay inside my well and do my job as good as possible. XD.
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NUMBER TEN
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(What you think?)
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From the observation above, we can see that most of the things we want, all related to money. So, as conclusion, money can buy hapiness, but only to a certain level. Am I right? "Live Is Colourful; When You Know How To Live It" - iampharm.blogspot.com.

My first TATTOO!

180808, I got my first tattoo! It has been fulfilled, my long-time wish of having a tattoo! And I got it at Sheffield, England! Few years back when I asked my parents about me having a tattoo, they gave me a shocking answer, "sleep outside if u do it!" Wow….my wish to have a tattoo vanished, forever……but after I came to Sheffield, I draw my wish to my mum again (on an email, haha). She said no, but in the following emails, I keep pleading her and told her that I longed for a tattoo for a long time. Definitely not dragon or tiger tattoo. So, at the end, she agreed but my dad didn’t. I guess he just LET me to have it, but dislike it. Anyway, I can see both of my parents started to treat me as a full adult. Especially my mum, she had even tried to search for a nice design for me. I am so proud and happy. They know what I am doing and what am I thinking. I am so happy as if getting a sliver from Olympic, like our proud DATUK Lee Chong Wei. He has been granted the title of Datuk.

After and before!

The Design! I and my mum are both "quite" superstitious. Haha. So, we don't agree with any design which might affect the luck. I.e; although dragon is a symbol of wealth and success, but not everyone can hold the power of a dragon, or a tiger symbolize protection, but he might "eat" the bearer too. Tribal or Polynesian tattoo are very nice, but sometimes look like black metal type. Haha. That’s why a Mystic Knot has been chosen to be with me for the rest of my life. It's a symbol of longevity, never-ending and good luck. Besides, I like the symbol so much. It signifies my personalities too, which is secretive and possess a brain complex useless thinking, just like the "messy" knot. Haha.

This is what my gf got. LOLZ. Just joking. I got it by searching google. I was about to get exactly this one, but a circular edge is better as advised from my mum.

The Process! It's a painful process, but not unbearable. It's like a blunt (no mistake, its BLUNT) knife, dragging all the way in the skin. Blunt enough to pierce through the skin. It didn't bleed as much as I thought. 35 minutes later, all done, including sticking the tattoo pictures on my upper back. Its £60 per hour, so I paid only £35 which is around RM230.

That's it, nervous-est time in my life.

Before the tattooing, I was so nervous. The most nervous time in my life ever! Once I got into the tattoo parlour, I dropped my peanut. After the tattooist, Woody, starts the machine, my 2nd peanut dropped. Luckily his calm and friendly attitude made me feel easy and relax. And the process began, TEHHEEEHHHEEKKKK! (the sound of the machine).

The sketching! He sticked a paper with the drawing of the tattoo which he has prepared it earlier.

The Date 180808! Why not 080808?! $&"*(%^_&_%!!!!! It's because on the 080808, I went there without making an appointment. So, I booked for 20/08/2008, but not available too. I wonder, is tattoo that popular until fully booked? Everyday at least one client? That’s it, no more 080808. Haha.

The inks, wrappers, tissue and unknown equipments.

Woody with his "cari makan" equipment.

Ouch!??

Look at my expression! That was the time the needle vibrated adjacent the bone!

There is something like lubricant on top of his glove, I guess its for the needle, easier to DRAG along the skin.

The machine and electric cable were well wrapped.

Sakit macam babi?!!

Half way.

Dripping the needle to the ink. That's the lubricant.

TEEHHEEEEHHEEKKK!! The sound keep buzzling in my ears.

Bearing the piercing of the needle.

Tissue paper to wipe off my blood and the ink.

I was sweating all the way through the tattooing.

Thats the result.

It seems like not centered. But it is.

Wrapped with "food wrapper"? lolz.

The head of the machine where the needles come out.

I and woody!

His room!

Paying £35.

What is a Tattoo!

According to my dad, tattoos was practised by those armies long time ago. They wanted their body to be different from others so that one day if they get killed in the battle field, their families could trace the bodies for burying or cremation.

In Malaysia, tattoo is wide spreaded too, mostly thai's and borneo's tattoos. Most of the tattoo bearers are involved in the underground. That's why there is a bad perception towards people who have tattoo. Including me. ^^ Not all of them are "bad" guys, some of them just like to have a tattoo, like me. haha.

People say tattoo is an art. In UK, I can see the true "art". They coloured themselves with tattoo along the arms, shoulder, neck and anywhere. Its really beautiful. and mine are long way to "beautiful". I just wanted to have one. ^^

The needle penetrate through the skin to the dermis layer around 2mm and ink will be released as the needle pierce it. In and out, in and out. Then its forever! Magnificent!

Dwayne Johnson! a.k.a. The Rock has a polynessian tattoo, which possessed alot of meaning. You can find it out here, http://www.tahititatou.com/therock-engl_2.html

This is where i got my inspiration, it might help you on the design or anything about tattoo~
Click Here! You can customise your chinese words tattoo.
Click Here! A lot of designs here!


Tribal tattoos.

That's it! I got my own tattoo!