Happiness~ My Dream!

Happiness! Everyone want a happy life! But what happy life means to you?!! I viewed through my family old albums, I found a lot of priceless captured moments! But here I only upload part of it. I think I had the happiest moment ever in my life when I was young. No worries, nothing to think :') Play, play and play.

From left; Ah Hoe, Ah Hien and Ah Kiat. See the old TV behind. We used that TV to play our ATARI game! We would wake up as early as 6.45am and go down stairs to play. I remember the game we used to play was Ninja Turtle! Me and Ah Hoe were always struggling to kill the BIG BOSS! what his name liau har...

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=_= I can't remember what happened to me in this pic, this is from a pro photographer :) AH Hien PANG-STYLE hair with his 3.0 RX7!

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Me and Hien

When we were young, Dad and Mum took a lot of our pictures with our only old film camera. I think they threw it away. We were so happy and enjoy playing with each other, but sometimes we quarrel too :( Thank you Daddy & Mummy to provide such happy and well living environment for us!

5 years old Ah Hoe and half months old fat Ah Hien XD Very innocent Ah Hoe >.<

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We were once very good but we quarreled during secondary school, and now as we grow older and matured, we understand each other feeling. Sometimes I felt guilty for bullying him when he he were small :'(

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Classic up-to-date fashionable Mummy with two formal-ised sons during CNY! :) Until now, her taste to fashion is still good...err...but sometimes the clothes she bought for us are a bit not our style. XD

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I am not sure this is me or Ah Hoe, but they said is me T_T I think this is Ah Hoe. (Sei tou hm yeng ar!)

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We were very very playful and happy! Look at our toys "Lasy". something like Lego but more challenging. I guess my nonsense brain had been trained by this toy. XD

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Ha ha ha. Ah Hoe with his trademark? v('_')v Look at our sofa. Consider expensive one oh, but a bit old.

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It's Ah Hien 2nd birthday! He was very chubby and cute. but 2010 Ah Hien is skinny +_+ hmmm, what cake is this?

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I guess we like to take photos and they like to take photos of us! :) SITTING ON THE TABLE! APA NI!

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Ah Hoe 10th birthday! BLACK FOREST CAKE! is it? This photo was taken after we moved into our grandparents house which is our current house now.

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Me and Ah Hoe with Mickey mouse cap! I was tickling him? XD

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ha ha ha ha! This 1 is good! Too happy with his angpau! LOL RM2 saja ma. =)

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Daddy with Ah Hien on his shoulder! Children like to be carry high high.

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Ah hoe was using his trade mark on Ah Hien v^_^ My stripes t-shirt nice leh :)

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Daddy used to bring us to A&W especially at Klang town for dinner. We all love the ice-cream waffle! Root beer too! but that branch closed.

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See mummy hair stlye! Last time HOT one leh! XD This time i "V" on Ah Hoe. ha ha ha.!

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Cute Ah Hien with his terbalik cap~ My felix T shirt!

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I think the happiest moment was the time when we were small. Now, I am already 24 years old. Other than family, all the things changed. I mean, ARE CHANGING. Life getting more challenging. Happy moment are lesser compare to those younger days.

I have a lot of dreams. (greedy) ha ha.. dream here means the ultimate dream life which i would like to have for the rest of my entire life.
1) Become a beach boy and live in the most beautiful beach in the world! - I don't know how to swim! ha ha!
2) Travel around the world like a nomad! work and travel all around the world! but this almost impossible ~_~

3) Migrate to a country i like! This one seems better! XD

I like Northern Ireland which i stayed for 3 days before.

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I want to walk here everyday!

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How nice is this! live in these houses opposite the ocean!

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Pony! I want to rear a lot of ponies and sheep!

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You can read my Northern Ireland trip here. Click the link below.

http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/2008/07/northern-ireland.html

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This is one of the countries i like! there are alot more like new zealand! england! maldives! hawaii....and a lot more! the earth is too large to be discovered!

I hope I can achieve my dream one day........

Kopi O

Currently my life is not as exiting and 'exhilarating' as previously. Last time I struggled to pass exam, I burnt mid night oil to finish up my assignment, I walked, took KTM, took LRT, took bus to classes and always think of my future. That's it! I'm in the 'future'! but......

I had a thought that working life would be quite interesting as we could have money to buy things, car, bunglo, travel and have a career! hmm..I guess it's a mis-thought. Because teacher never teach us in school!! :(

YA...my current life is not EXITING and EXHILARATING at all now....

SO................

Let's post something more important in my life..something like :
a) Future?
b) How to safe 100K before 30 years old?! or
c) Why the monk sold his Ferrari?

Hmmm...not interesting enough....

err..... I'll post bout the most important girl drink in my life, COFFEE!!!! .... important enough neh....




COFFEE or KOPI

Coffee is a popular brewed drink prepared from roasted seeds, commonly called coffee beans, of the coffee plant. No doubt this is the best drink from bean! Red bean, green bean, black bean...all no match for coffee bean!! (and stop wondering if MR.Bean is a bean) =_=! ....and ......... YES HE IS! The bean with the longest expiry date!....the problem is....we CAN'T make him into a drink...that's the sad part :(

OK, serious....OH MY GIRL =_=
OK, serious....OH MY COFFEE......


I started to drink coffee since I was an embryo. Coffee was 'drained' through the 'half inch pipe' (belly tube?) from my mum's mouth. Well, I didn't have any choice like in the vending machine. I drank what my mum chose :( I tried. I was struggling to talk to mum by kicking her, "Mum, Expresso double shot extra milk please!". But it's all vain.

"Hey! no yee mee please! YUCKS!!"

So, after I was born and transported to this earth, for the first few years, I was forbidden to drink any drink made from coffee bean, only red bean, green bean, black been and Mr.Bean. So, as I remember, I started to drink coffee before I start my kindergarten time. I was taken cared by my aunt who always make Kopi O for her family every morning. So, I had it too! Those time was wonderful. No worries.


Then, during secondary school, I began to like coffee. Because I learnt how to make coffee, and it's FOC to make own coffee at home. Last time, I could have a cup of coffee and few pieces of biscuits as my lunch only, and slowly it becomes my favourite 'set' of meals until I always remind my parents to buy coffee when it's out of supply.

My love towards coffee grow stronger after I went into college. My house mates envy me because I have a lovely relationship with Kopi O. Sometimes I shared my Kopi O with them. LOL. Kopi O helped me a lot during my exam period. It make me feel awake so I could burn mid night oil for my exam and assignment...but sometimes I misused it for DOTA games and mid night movie. Thats why I always win in DOTA games versus my housemates. They seldom drink coffee!

During those 'sad' days in my college life, I like to drink Kopi O. It gives me a indescribable feeling that make me feel better. err...maybe something like emo-drink. :)
"I miss those moment you and I were drinking together. I was drinking Kopi O and you were drinking Milo, together we used to burnt the same oil for the same lamp" :')

My parents like Kopi O too. So, indirectly it make us closer during the weekends. They would ask me if I want a cup of Kopi O before they walked to the kitchen and start preparing. Same goes to me, always with a polite-yell, "tiang ai Kopi O?!" Then, sometimes we would sit together in the living room watching TV and waiting for the Kopi O to cool down enough to be drink.



Even during my study in Sheffield, Kopi O + biscuit is one of my supper too! You can see here together with the food i had! :)

http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/2008/06/sheffield-food.html

Now, Kopi O are still here with me. Kopi O and blogging are inseparable. It gives me feel to express out my feeling through blog... "Hey boss! You ciak ka ki esok! I quit!" Yes, I just expressed something impossible.....

That's it. Kopi O.....

AMAZING ISN'T IT!!!!

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

I like this song...i like the rhythm and the mix of Rihanna and Eminem.
Btw, I am lazy to blog..... I will, soon. =(

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna



Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie