Happiness~ My Dream!

Happiness! Everyone want a happy life! But what happy life means to you?!! I viewed through my family old albums, I found a lot of priceless captured moments! But here I only upload part of it. I think I had the happiest moment ever in my life when I was young. No worries, nothing to think :') Play, play and play.

From left; Ah Hoe, Ah Hien and Ah Kiat. See the old TV behind. We used that TV to play our ATARI game! We would wake up as early as 6.45am and go down stairs to play. I remember the game we used to play was Ninja Turtle! Me and Ah Hoe were always struggling to kill the BIG BOSS! what his name liau har...

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=_= I can't remember what happened to me in this pic, this is from a pro photographer :) AH Hien PANG-STYLE hair with his 3.0 RX7!

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Me and Hien

When we were young, Dad and Mum took a lot of our pictures with our only old film camera. I think they threw it away. We were so happy and enjoy playing with each other, but sometimes we quarrel too :( Thank you Daddy & Mummy to provide such happy and well living environment for us!

5 years old Ah Hoe and half months old fat Ah Hien XD Very innocent Ah Hoe >.<

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We were once very good but we quarreled during secondary school, and now as we grow older and matured, we understand each other feeling. Sometimes I felt guilty for bullying him when he he were small :'(

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Classic up-to-date fashionable Mummy with two formal-ised sons during CNY! :) Until now, her taste to fashion is still good...err...but sometimes the clothes she bought for us are a bit not our style. XD

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I am not sure this is me or Ah Hoe, but they said is me T_T I think this is Ah Hoe. (Sei tou hm yeng ar!)

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We were very very playful and happy! Look at our toys "Lasy". something like Lego but more challenging. I guess my nonsense brain had been trained by this toy. XD

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Ha ha ha. Ah Hoe with his trademark? v('_')v Look at our sofa. Consider expensive one oh, but a bit old.

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It's Ah Hien 2nd birthday! He was very chubby and cute. but 2010 Ah Hien is skinny +_+ hmmm, what cake is this?

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I guess we like to take photos and they like to take photos of us! :) SITTING ON THE TABLE! APA NI!

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Ah Hoe 10th birthday! BLACK FOREST CAKE! is it? This photo was taken after we moved into our grandparents house which is our current house now.

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Me and Ah Hoe with Mickey mouse cap! I was tickling him? XD

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ha ha ha ha! This 1 is good! Too happy with his angpau! LOL RM2 saja ma. =)

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Daddy with Ah Hien on his shoulder! Children like to be carry high high.

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Ah hoe was using his trade mark on Ah Hien v^_^ My stripes t-shirt nice leh :)

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Daddy used to bring us to A&W especially at Klang town for dinner. We all love the ice-cream waffle! Root beer too! but that branch closed.

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See mummy hair stlye! Last time HOT one leh! XD This time i "V" on Ah Hoe. ha ha ha.!

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Cute Ah Hien with his terbalik cap~ My felix T shirt!

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I think the happiest moment was the time when we were small. Now, I am already 24 years old. Other than family, all the things changed. I mean, ARE CHANGING. Life getting more challenging. Happy moment are lesser compare to those younger days.

I have a lot of dreams. (greedy) ha ha.. dream here means the ultimate dream life which i would like to have for the rest of my entire life.
1) Become a beach boy and live in the most beautiful beach in the world! - I don't know how to swim! ha ha!
2) Travel around the world like a nomad! work and travel all around the world! but this almost impossible ~_~

3) Migrate to a country i like! This one seems better! XD

I like Northern Ireland which i stayed for 3 days before.

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I want to walk here everyday!

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How nice is this! live in these houses opposite the ocean!

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Pony! I want to rear a lot of ponies and sheep!

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You can read my Northern Ireland trip here. Click the link below.

http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/2008/07/northern-ireland.html

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This is one of the countries i like! there are alot more like new zealand! england! maldives! hawaii....and a lot more! the earth is too large to be discovered!

I hope I can achieve my dream one day........

Kopi O

Currently my life is not as exiting and 'exhilarating' as previously. Last time I struggled to pass exam, I burnt mid night oil to finish up my assignment, I walked, took KTM, took LRT, took bus to classes and always think of my future. That's it! I'm in the 'future'! but......

I had a thought that working life would be quite interesting as we could have money to buy things, car, bunglo, travel and have a career! hmm..I guess it's a mis-thought. Because teacher never teach us in school!! :(

YA...my current life is not EXITING and EXHILARATING at all now....

SO................

Let's post something more important in my life..something like :
a) Future?
b) How to safe 100K before 30 years old?! or
c) Why the monk sold his Ferrari?

Hmmm...not interesting enough....

err..... I'll post bout the most important girl drink in my life, COFFEE!!!! .... important enough neh....




COFFEE or KOPI

Coffee is a popular brewed drink prepared from roasted seeds, commonly called coffee beans, of the coffee plant. No doubt this is the best drink from bean! Red bean, green bean, black bean...all no match for coffee bean!! (and stop wondering if MR.Bean is a bean) =_=! ....and ......... YES HE IS! The bean with the longest expiry date!....the problem is....we CAN'T make him into a drink...that's the sad part :(

OK, serious....OH MY GIRL =_=
OK, serious....OH MY COFFEE......


I started to drink coffee since I was an embryo. Coffee was 'drained' through the 'half inch pipe' (belly tube?) from my mum's mouth. Well, I didn't have any choice like in the vending machine. I drank what my mum chose :( I tried. I was struggling to talk to mum by kicking her, "Mum, Expresso double shot extra milk please!". But it's all vain.

"Hey! no yee mee please! YUCKS!!"

So, after I was born and transported to this earth, for the first few years, I was forbidden to drink any drink made from coffee bean, only red bean, green bean, black been and Mr.Bean. So, as I remember, I started to drink coffee before I start my kindergarten time. I was taken cared by my aunt who always make Kopi O for her family every morning. So, I had it too! Those time was wonderful. No worries.


Then, during secondary school, I began to like coffee. Because I learnt how to make coffee, and it's FOC to make own coffee at home. Last time, I could have a cup of coffee and few pieces of biscuits as my lunch only, and slowly it becomes my favourite 'set' of meals until I always remind my parents to buy coffee when it's out of supply.

My love towards coffee grow stronger after I went into college. My house mates envy me because I have a lovely relationship with Kopi O. Sometimes I shared my Kopi O with them. LOL. Kopi O helped me a lot during my exam period. It make me feel awake so I could burn mid night oil for my exam and assignment...but sometimes I misused it for DOTA games and mid night movie. Thats why I always win in DOTA games versus my housemates. They seldom drink coffee!

During those 'sad' days in my college life, I like to drink Kopi O. It gives me a indescribable feeling that make me feel better. err...maybe something like emo-drink. :)
"I miss those moment you and I were drinking together. I was drinking Kopi O and you were drinking Milo, together we used to burnt the same oil for the same lamp" :')

My parents like Kopi O too. So, indirectly it make us closer during the weekends. They would ask me if I want a cup of Kopi O before they walked to the kitchen and start preparing. Same goes to me, always with a polite-yell, "tiang ai Kopi O?!" Then, sometimes we would sit together in the living room watching TV and waiting for the Kopi O to cool down enough to be drink.



Even during my study in Sheffield, Kopi O + biscuit is one of my supper too! You can see here together with the food i had! :)

http://kforkiat.blogspot.com/2008/06/sheffield-food.html

Now, Kopi O are still here with me. Kopi O and blogging are inseparable. It gives me feel to express out my feeling through blog... "Hey boss! You ciak ka ki esok! I quit!" Yes, I just expressed something impossible.....

That's it. Kopi O.....

AMAZING ISN'T IT!!!!

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

I like this song...i like the rhythm and the mix of Rihanna and Eminem.
Btw, I am lazy to blog..... I will, soon. =(

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna



Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

work...AGAIN!

It's Sunday! Today feel so relax and happy at home. So, i chose to blog, with my mum-made coffee, my day almost perfect.

Thank you for you who still following my blog. touched :') I've not been writing a lot since my working days started. Working life is almost the same for most of us, DISLIKE WORKING....

Here is one very strong evidence to prove my hypothesis correct. "Human dislike working"
(The story wasn't explained to me in detail. This is a TRUE story with nothing added. all 100% PURE....err....really! TRUE OK! GENUINE!)

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One of my friend who has just graduated from college found herself a job and has been working in the office for around 2 weeks.

In the very beautiful evening everyone was so busy working. And then my friend who was working very hard too, peeped on the clock that hung very far away, 5.15 pm! Time to go back!
She tidy up her desk and pack her belongings AS FAST AS SHE COULD and start to SPRINT away from her desk...She say and wave goodbye SO HAPPILY UNTIL "TEETH ALSO DROP" to all of her colleagues whom she thought they have a lot of undone work, that's why they stay back. To pretend hardworking, she started to walk slowly like "haih, i'll finish up my work tomorrow, I got appointment later"......As she closed the office door, she SPRINTED!!!! as fast as she can to the guard house located 100m away, in 9 seconds time! even faster than Marion Jones! She can still sing "La-la-la-lu-la-la-lu-la-lu-la-leh~"(fast version)......and she reached. She took her ENERGETIC right hand to reach her punch card, and suddenly.....

"You bukan kerja sampai pukul lima kah?"

silent........................................................................

She looked at the clock on the card machine........4.15PM!!!! YA! IT'S FOUR FIFTEEN PM. She reached the 100m sprint finish line FIRST! but she had been caught foul start which she didn't realise....

Suddenly, those spotlights once aimed on her, off....all turned dark...she walked back to the starting line (her office, her desk), as slow as a heart broken tortoise. Her cheek started to change red. She rather become an ostrich now...or even little tiny mosquito that no one will realise her existence....She walk back to her desk and reply her colleagues smiles with her "please-don't-smile-at-me smile". She examine the clock inside the office....still working well! It was her mistake......

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Conclusion, human being dislike working. "The first minute of work is to wish the last minute of work comes as fast as possible" - PSK 2010 :P

True? hahaha. The person above please don't feel offended. I'll keep your name a secret. Besides, it's a normal phenomenon of human being ;PMonday morning is few hours more to go. The most hated day in the week. Even student! They are being "forced" stand straight and still to sing and listen as early as 7.30am! Even the Garbage Collector. People will fill up their rubbish bin on Monday morning until it overflow and throw it scattered all beside the rubbish bin like no people business. Pity garbage collectors have to pick it up one by one.Other than that, Monday morning:

1) start with unusual traffic jam.
2) make people, colleagues and boss hot tempered.
3) make us recheck schedule and realise there are so much to do this week!
4) make us miss Sunday
and a lot more!hahaha! but no matter what, this is life. We can change the perceptions of Monday!

Monday morning:
1) Start with traffic jam. So, we wake up earlier, train our discipline, punctuality, time estimation!
2) Create hot tempers. So, we learn how to handle them as this is what we going to face for the rest of our lives! Believe me!
3) Too much work?! Good. No pain no gain!
4) Miss Sunday?! Err....this one is unexplainable.....sorry for that.

That's it. Good luck to all of you!

Smooth & Easy

Again, I post something out of nowhere. My blog has been ignored by me for the past 4 months. I wonder why my strawberries (page header) are still fresh.

Chinese New Year already passed, most of us received bonus from company. Some were excited, some were disappointed. But i believe most of us already not motivated, because we spent most of our income, and papers started to piled up on our desk until boss can stand behind these papers, peeping on us. Work....*sigh.....

Recently, I think I have changed. Oh, yes, everyone change. My temper is getting better, I feel there is less inner anger. I listen to my mum more. I am not sure if this will last :) Probably my job getting smoother and easier.

My current job situation....

Phua : Boss, where's my pen?
Boss : Nah, I took it. (boss walking 5 meter from his room to mine)
***You see, this is what i called Smooth.

Boss : Good morning, Phua!
Phua : Good morning, boss! Get back to your work. Stop wandering around and peeping me.
***You see, this is what i called Easy.

Boss : (walking around)
Phua : Hey stop pusing pusing there, go downstairs buy me 2 pcs of pen, and then make me a cup of nescafe "O".
***You see again, this is what i called SMOOTH AND EASY!


OK, now please stop asking me about my job. Ask my boss.

That's all for now, a very short post. At least something la. XD so my blog not being abandoned for so long.

P/S : all the above stories are true. Please take it seriously.....

PLEASE DON'T DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THIS!

This fella is better. BUT DON"T GET CAUGHT! :)

Getting Lost

HI TO EVERY ONE READING THIS! Feel bad to leave my blog for a long time. A lot of things to share here, buy laziness stole it :(

It's going to be 2010, and usually we make with new year resolution list as a benchmark or target to improve ourselves for the coming year. and that's what i did last year. The result.....NONE of them have been done. (Previous resolution) Sometimes the thing just relate to each other, such as......err...it looks like everything related to money? haha. Perhaps this year i'll come out with easier resolution, such as....... drinking 8 cups of water a day, turn off light when not using, or travel to pantai morib to have a picnic. oh my......

Recently, my work requires me to travel to more places in the cities around Klang Valley, such as the Complicated KL town, the Every-Road-Also-SS PJ, and the Irritating Everywhere-Also-Damansara. For a kampung boy like me, I seldom hang out around the town. Ask me where is the nearest TGI Friday, where is Zouk, where is Bangsar. Honestly, I'll reply you with "I DON'T KNOW how to go!" Can you believe this. OMG.

This is the problem when I have to go to a new location. I'll merry-go-round all over the town before i reach the destination. Sometimes i did 2 mistakes at the same place +_+ and the worst is when i travel to damansara which is really fresh to me. Ara Damansara and Bandar Sri Damansara are 20km apart. Between them there are more than 10 "Damansaras"...Imagine you are driving alone in between Damansaras and you are looking for one of the many Damansaras.....For a road noob like me, usually my mouth pop out white bubbles during the journey.Can you suggest any economical and effective way to prevent this problem?

YES! GOOGLEMAP! This is what I do everytime before I get my ass off from my office chair. I search for google maps with a direction assistance to guide me to the place....then, i print out few pages with few different zoom.....and PRREEEIIIITTTTT! Lets go~

First, let me introduce my Google map which looks something like this....You can see clearly that the blue line is the route i have to take to get to the destination. NKVE is quite familiar to me already, ha ha...NO PROBLEMO~ According to the map, i just need to make one left turn and i can slowly look for smaller signboard already. SUB SUB WATER....

LA LA LA LU LA LA LU LA LU LA LEH~ OOPS....... terlepas junction ......................................................................................................................................... so? GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have the map for the road which i am currently driving on....! I look here, I look there......all xxx DAMANSARA!

According to the map above, obviously i have been diverted to the wrong direction and to the "Damansaras".....As you can see above, I can use the time i've consumed to have a cup of coffee, 2 pieces of roti bakar, 2 half boiled eggs and read through the entire newspaper @_@

So, as a conclusion, we cannot fully dependent on googlemap as it is too dangerous for noob like me. Perhaps google earth will help. GPS System XD

Moral: Mistake makes perfect? So, I have to get lost a lot of times before i am PERFECT. haha!

MISTAKE MAKES MISTAKES AND THEN ONLY PERFECT

Weekend @ FRIM 31/08/09

No post for the last 2 months. Probably the longest record since my first post. Had been packed with alot of activities for the last few weeks :) 5 consecutive weeks filled with memorable trips and occasions.

31/08/09 - FRIM + Uluyam

06/09/09 - Kanching Falls / Templar Park

13/09/09 - Broga Hills

19/09/09 - Endau + Rompin + Tioman

25/09/09 - Best cousin's wedding

FRIM - Forest Research Institute Malaysia

This tropical forest is located somewhere around Kepong. Approximate 30km drive from Klang which took 40 minutes via NKVE. From the name FRIM, it's known that the purpose of this place is to research forest =_=" I hope the Malaysia forest can be preserved. Talking bout FRIM here, I hope there will be GRIM in future. Girl Research Institute Malaysia, where guys can always have a visit to get knowledge to understand girls. Why? Because girls are as important as forest. Without forest preservation or continuous research, the earth might lose all the oxygen and there will be no more life, 世界末日will happen. Not because without girls, guys can die, but lack of misunderstanding bout girls will cause the end of the world......agree? OOps....distracted too much......Lets continue the post bout FRIM....errm...errmm....let the pictures talk bah XD

I miss Yoshito Usui the creator of Shin Chan. No more Shin Chan in the future? No more makhluk asing punggung, no more gula gula kapas, no more superman action, no more muka makcik tua yang kedut, no more stoking ayah yang busuk and no more idiot buli buli zaemon. :(

Honestly, most of the pictures taken were blur, due to my outdated DC. ==" So, there are only some viewable pictures to be posted here.
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Long way up. Uneven path and stairs formed by tree roots or timber placed by the ranger.
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There is a jambatan gantung located somewhere center of the forest, but not open that day :(

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Resting
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Unknown species
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Not much pictures to be snapped inside the forest. Macam semua sama je. XD
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OMG! This guy have to extend his hand to reach the water, coz he havent wipe "it". kekekeke
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Eh......how come this pic is here? A new fren from FRIM.. WAHAHAHAHA!
~ 問你驚未! ~
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1000 feet above sea level :)
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small water fall
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The exit, quite far from the entrance.
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The end
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Few more post coming soon....its late, sleep....